The Petra Zone

I do not know were to start. If I got all jumbled forgive me.

Some of ya'll know about my Granny passing away last Oct. And all the junk with it. Well it geta worse.

My "father" (the witch) shot himself this weekend. I had to write a letter to the crime lab to relace the body. I tryed to tell them he left us 35 years ago and I did not care if he rotted in there. Didnt work. When the GBI wants something they get it.

In dealing with family members ,thet I havent seen in 35 years, I have found out a lot and I dont know what to do with. First, he wants his ashes to go to his coven and no christian service at all. His was the high preast in his coven and his witch name was Loed Osiris. I did a serch on that name and that was the lord of the dead the underworld and all that crap.

They found a letter the man wrote to my sister about getting into whitch craft and how to use the crystal ball he gave her. Laura has always sayed she has no contact with him but now we have the proyuf. We want to confrount her but she is not real stable now. Pray on that one.

I am having a VERY hard time with all this. How can he be so evil. How can he say we were never born. What do I do as a descent of a high preast in the church of satan.

I need prayers, I am doing the best I can to stay in the Woord but sometimes I fell all this taking over me. He shot himsels Saturday night and I was so sick I could not move. Now I am not, Could be realted could not. He tryed to get my boys when they were little so I dont know.

I will let ya'll know how it goes but please pray for my. I need the cover now more than ever.

Aw, geez Debbie, that is some pretty heavy stuff to deal with. You can
e-mail me whenever you need to; it might help just to have someone listen and I can do that if nothing else.

My first opinion would be to run very far away from this situation. Just get away from it. Don't go to his funeral and don't respect his last wishes, but in the same sense I would keep on reaching out to your sister. She needs you. She needs you to be there and to pray for her. I will keep you in my prayers and also anytime you want to come on here and talk that is what we are here for. You can also send me a private message and we can exchange emails.

Wow. That is certainly a lot to deal with. You will be in my prayers. I think you are doing the right thing trying to stay in the Word and be comforted by it. Perhaps you should keep yourself surrounded by Christian music and reminders of all beautiful things God has created for us. Darkness was his world, not yours.

Now I don't want to presume to know your situation, but I wonder if part of your unrest is trying to get hold of "Honor thy mother and father." This is a hard thing to deal with, especially when your earthly father does not seem to deserve any honor. As a victim of childhood abuse, I love my father because I am commanded to -- an act of will -- but I do not like him, nor am I comfortable around him. I am thankful that he gave me life, otherwise I would not be here. I think you honored him by doing what you had to in order to get his body released. If anyone in your family is giving you grief about not giving him a service or carrying out his wishes, I think I would turn it over to them and let them deal with it. Funeral services are really about comfort for those left behind. When you have such a high degree of probability that he wasn't a christian, and that you will not be seeing him in heaven, having a christian service would be hypocritical.

As for your sister, I agree with exe, you need to keep reaching out to her in love, without compromising your faith. Perhaps knowing you are there and sure of where you stand, she will one day turn to you.

You asked what do I do as a descendent of a high priest in the church of satan...remember than when you accepted Christ, you became a new creature, and adopted child of our heavenly Father. HE is the only one you have to claim.

Stay close to your friends and your Savior. They will comfort and strengthen you.

We'll be praying for you here. Hang in there and be sure to stay in the Word. Allow the comforting arms of your Heavenly Father to totally envelop you and protect you at this time.

If you need someone to talk to, I'm only a message away!

Jen

The Bible does say to honor your father and mother, but that does not mean tolerating abuse in any form, and it doesn't mean there are no consequences when a parent sins. The Bible does have something to say about parenting, they have to obey God's laws too. You're not obligated to take care of things, Debbie; you're not obligated to go to the funeral. Let someone else take care of it.

God...above all else.

Please fill Debbie with Your Holy Spirit, hug and let her feel you are there beside her. Lord, give her the wisdom to handle all this. she feels lost, she is not sure of what to think or what to do. Lord, reveal to her today and show her the way. Lord use her for touching other people on this time. That this dead won`t be in vain but an instrument you will use to touch other people related to debbie or maybe her father.

In Jesus name I surround her by angels and declare not enemy force will come against her and her family because she is not a satan priest`s daughter but a daughter of God and also her family is.

In Jesus name we pray, knowing that she is safe in Your arms, amen.

keep us posted debbie ok?, we love you.