The Petra Zone

Ok I will keep this short and sweet, As you all know we are having a baby,but my fun with the whole kidney thing is back,I felt really bad the night of the Farewell taping,but I didn't say anything to anyone,the ride home was horrible. I am having to go through alot of testing to find a pill that will at least slow them from forming. I also am working alot closer to home,and need my bosses to understand what i am going through. So just keep us in your alls prayers,cause even though all that year i was unable to work,My faith and stuff is starting to slip. I just need everyones prayers.

I'm praying for you man.

I hope you're feeling better soon, Johnathan.

Hang in there Johnathan! I wish one of us had a word of wisdom why these are happening, because suffering is usually easier to bear if you know why. Perhaps this is your "thorn" like the apostle Paul's. At any rate, I will be joining my prayers to everyone here.

Well it has started,satan is attacking me at my hardest spot. I got wrote up today at work and we are not even opened yet. Kind of compicated,but I was doing a favor giving someone a lunch break,I was gonna take one later. Well we are to watch to front door to make sure no one but employes got in and when everyone started to come back in some guys came in that did not work there. I got in trouble,a class b violation is what they said. I have NEVER been wrote up for anything. I think it is really because of me having the stones and missing a couple of days.I can hope humiliated and upset,Meagan was not happy either,SO i will talk to the store managet tomorrow and see what I can do. Well it sucks (excuse me but i am really in a bad mood) I mean what am I to do I really can't keep going on with this crap, I need healing and where is it? Ok I know that I am usually the cool one here and never complains,but come on. I have a baby on the way and I cannot have this going on. Just Jesus Help me! I am asking you to help me! Sorry Zoners it is just hitting me too hard.

Johnathan, I know is eay to say but hang in there. We are praying for you...... even if you don�t feel like it, God is right there with you and He will get you through this. we all go through attacks like this. and at the end is nothing compare with what God has for us. love you johnathan.


ya know what? you are right, complain all you want, tell God how you feel, yell at Him if you need it. but don�t turn away from Him.... we�ll be praying...

Elo's right; tell God you're hurting. You can tell Him anything, and He wants us to talk to Him when we're hurting or angry.