Life update I guess :)
Posted: Tue Mar 25, 2025 11:30 am
Hii Petra people!!
I haven't been on here in at least a year, lol. I don't have much reason to be, now, I guess.
But it's been about 7 years since I joined, and I used to post a lot.
My interests have changed dramatically since I first started listening to and discovering music and stuff for myself, but I've used less and less media these days.
I never use forum sites, I don't go on Instagram, or really hardly anything for that matter, I guess.
Of course, I still listen to tons of music, just vastly different genres nowadays. It seems everything about me has changed, which is only natural, I guess.
I think being a Christian teenager has led me through mountains of change in the heart and mind, and as I surrender to God more and more, He even tests me by changing the external things I had foolishly put my trust in, like music, and writing. I don't write so much as I used to, which is probably also simply because I'm busier and because I don't currently have the drive to write about stuff all the time because most of my teenage emotions are out on paper and I'm growing up. I don't stress about stuff anymore, I don't overthink or feel insecure about my personality or amount of friends as much anymore, either. God is setting me free to live the life I need to live in order to truly be a light to others without crowding it out with my own darkness. My music taste shifted completely, and it's actually made me happier and brightened my life with a fresh motivation to be myself and live "my best life" as they say. At least a better one, anyways. Lastly, growing up with two younger sisters who are older than I was when I started this account has been challenging, but I really hope rewarding, because it's not always sunshine and rainbows when they're going through somewhat angsty phases and I'm just getting out of them.
I plan on moving overseas to the UK by the end of this year, and I hope that goes well and smoothly. I can't wait to see what else God has for my life : )
Maybe I'll get some of my own stuff out there in the world- music, writing, mini films etc.
Peace to all my Petra friends : )
hasta la vista <3 <3 <3
I haven't been on here in at least a year, lol. I don't have much reason to be, now, I guess.
But it's been about 7 years since I joined, and I used to post a lot.
My interests have changed dramatically since I first started listening to and discovering music and stuff for myself, but I've used less and less media these days.
I never use forum sites, I don't go on Instagram, or really hardly anything for that matter, I guess.
Of course, I still listen to tons of music, just vastly different genres nowadays. It seems everything about me has changed, which is only natural, I guess.
I think being a Christian teenager has led me through mountains of change in the heart and mind, and as I surrender to God more and more, He even tests me by changing the external things I had foolishly put my trust in, like music, and writing. I don't write so much as I used to, which is probably also simply because I'm busier and because I don't currently have the drive to write about stuff all the time because most of my teenage emotions are out on paper and I'm growing up. I don't stress about stuff anymore, I don't overthink or feel insecure about my personality or amount of friends as much anymore, either. God is setting me free to live the life I need to live in order to truly be a light to others without crowding it out with my own darkness. My music taste shifted completely, and it's actually made me happier and brightened my life with a fresh motivation to be myself and live "my best life" as they say. At least a better one, anyways. Lastly, growing up with two younger sisters who are older than I was when I started this account has been challenging, but I really hope rewarding, because it's not always sunshine and rainbows when they're going through somewhat angsty phases and I'm just getting out of them.
I plan on moving overseas to the UK by the end of this year, and I hope that goes well and smoothly. I can't wait to see what else God has for my life : )
Maybe I'll get some of my own stuff out there in the world- music, writing, mini films etc.
Peace to all my Petra friends : )
hasta la vista <3 <3 <3